We complain of missing home while some doesn't even have a shelter to stay. We complain of getting old while some has to die young. Complain that our parents aren't rich enough to buy all the fancy things while we know some doesn't even have a mother. Want the latest design while some cannot afford to keep themselves warm. Don't want to eat the left overs, our own left over food, while some go starving. Complain of being cheated and betrayal while some aren't even loved. Complain of having to study while some are dying for opportunity. Complain that our friends are not understandable while u don't even have a clue that you aren't fully known to yourself yet.
Resources finish but desires grow. Helping hands are in shortage but needing help ever increase. Giving is always less but expectations undefined. True friends are rare but enemies can be hidden inside our so called friends as well. Needs a favor but lacks in consideration. Jealousy is a common emotion but appreciation hard to generate. False promises are easily given but the commitments almost none.
Fruits on the next branch always seem better. The one whom you love always seem better than the one who loves you dearly. Forgetting that the only person who actually can show you the world would be the one who loves you.
Finally in due time of our search for something beyond reach, we forget to live life. We forget that at the end it would not be the bad days that we will remember but that, it 'will' be the little happy moments which will bring smile on our face as we leave the world. Lets keep in mind that not having enemies is not as important as to have real friends. Absence of bad qualities doesn't really count but the presence of good nature can make a big deference, especially if one has the ability to shine it through the eyes and reflect it on others.
So friends, lets take in the best of every situation. With each mistake made, u become wiser. The worst of days are there to remind us the harsh reality of this very existence, and of course the good times are the one that count. So yeah, stop waiting for the rhyme, who knows might never come. Be all :) and smiles.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
I get tired at times. Running away from ones own feeling is the worst chase I have ever had. Why am I not speaking up, when I got too much to pour out? It is not because I don't have ear that would listen. Friends are there I know. So then why? when it is known that speaking out lessens the pain you hold.
After all these years, I suddenly remembered the day when I first saw you. It was just a casual encounter, in a crowd. Nothing special, was just like seeing another stranger like we do in our every day life. I can never remember how when and where the second time I saw you. I probably didn't have you anywhere in my mind back then. However, time did bring us together. Now I can figure out it was after one or two years of my first seeing you that we became friends.
Was it the time, fate, destiny, something that i chose or was it our having to be together that made me develop this so called unusual feeling towards you? I shall never have the answer to this question. Anyways, whatever it was, there we went, became friends. Indeed a friend to remember and friendship to last till the end of times. The days I remember were the best of times. Nothing in particular I can remember to write it down.
One unknown day I realized I was in love with the person whom I truly defined as a friend. However, nothing could be changed when I had to face the fact that your heart had already been occupied. Hard were the days, those days where I lost someone who weren't mine from the very beginning. I did tell myself it wasn't the end of life but still went through a little unspoken emotional dejection. Those days, I tell, experienced a friend called loneliness. Loneliness despite the loving friends around me. Something always seemed empty within me.
However were the times. Life went by, time passed by and here I am today, writing this article. Memory remains and 'that' we cherish.
I don't blame you for all that I went through cuz I know one cannot fulfill everyone's expectation. One has the right to choose one's happiness and that happiness one cannot sacrifice for someone else. I truly know, I have no hard feelings of any sort towards you. In fact I owe you appreciations cuz from your love I learned to let go. I learned to love. Learned to just love, expecting nothing in return. From your love I experienced the very love itself. Now I understand the ones with broken heart.
I am glad that I met you one time. I miss you sometimes and when I miss you..i just miss you, nothing more or nothing even less!